I think i am always going to lose out, everyone who has ever meant something to me doesn’t need me in their lives anymore, and its always impossible to find someone new and keep them in my life :( sometimes i really just wish someone would stay, and love me, someone i can keep warm in the cold, someone to just lay there and watch movies with and have a great time with. someone to keep my feet on the ground. maybe i was always meant to be this way… maybe i am better off alone :(





